Friday was such a bad day for me. was really mad at myself. mad because i drag Sarah along to do my stupid stuff. i know everything wont turn out the way i want it to but... i just hoping tooo much and it hurt soo bad went it don't turn the way i want. thanks Fidut for you listening ears and try to calm me down. and thanks a million to Sarah who was there to accompany me no matter what stupid stuff i did.

To Sarah Marie Newton:

Babe, i love you soo much. i know i cant replace you with any other people. you are such a good friend, to good for me actually. you are such a understanding person. i just know you for 1 year+ but yet you understand me alot. i cant be mad at you for soo long. I'm sorry if i've done alot of mistake or i've hurt you. i know i'm not being a good friend to you. i mean you deserve to mix with a better friend den me. i remember wen we were at vietnam you took care of me very well, but yet i show you attitude till we reach singapore.and i remember this very well. you wait for me everyday before we went to school. last friday you are willing follow my stupid stuff. i know if i was with other friends they wont do it. i'm soo lucky have you as my friend. thank you soooo much and i love you...

from the bottom of my heart.

by forcing myself to forget you, just hurt me more